Ok so here is the deal. Johonna from inter.theoffside.com and I have been working on this book for quite sometime now. Without her help, this project is not possible so big thanks to Johonna. Also thanks to candy-man's from Xtratime for his contribution in this project.
Extremely appreciative of a new helper, Nathy. Thanks to her that this process is much MUCH quicker.
There are 19 chapters in this book and so far, we have translated 10 of them. I will continue working on this book but it will take time as I also have GdS articles to translate as well.
So if anyone is interested in helping us out to speed up this process then you're welcome to do so. Just send me an email and we'll talk more.
Lastly, I'm sure there are grammatical mistakes in this book because no body is perfect. So enjoy...
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*****
Martín
As soon as he saw us arriving, Martin shot up on his feet and started running madly. “Javier! Paula!” he shouts as he runs towards us, ready to embrace us. I was shocked and not for the immeasurable spontaneous love and affection but because up to a few months ago, Martin couldn’t speak. Deaf and mute. From his mouth only sounds that were not understandable came out and as such communicating with him was near impossible. At only 3 years old he was already a social outcast. A child without a future. As soon as he was born and he was excluded from the world but Martin’s situation wasn’t that grave. The problem was that no one has ever bothered to take proper care of him. No one has ever taken interest in his situation. As if his destiny was already written down and there was no possibility of improvement. Instead only little help was needed. In the space of a year Martin was born again. First the intervention of a pediatrician who diagnosed his problem, then the donation of a good Samaritan to purchase the acoustic apparatus and finally the help of a logaoedic to teach him to speak. Three phases that would be the norm for any child born in a rich country but not for someone born in a place that has nothing to offer, where even the most basic of hygiene and alimentary standards are inexistent.
Martin is one of the over 550 children that every afternoon we take in at the Pupi Foundation. They all come from Traza, one of the locations of Remedios de Escalada in the district of Lanus, a favela formed by 5 villas, 5 poor neighborhoods, where everything is missing. The Traza counts 5 thousand habitants, of which the large majority of the families live under the poverty margins. Drugs, violence, teenage pregnancies are an everyday occurrence. Drinking water and electricity represent a sort of luxury. There are no kindergartens or assistance centers, there are no emergency services. You live just at the limit of survival. Héctor, Jonatan, Micaela, Ezequiel, Augustina, Jimena, Emiliano, Santiago, Nazarena, Karen and the others all come from there. Every time I go to visit them there is a party like atmosphere. And every time my heart pangs, because now their future is no longer so dark even though the journey will be long and hard. As every day new challenges and difficulties will present themselves, new mountains to climb. With everyone’s help I believe there is still a possibility to improve this world. Even though our help is a drop in the ocean, it also true the ocean is made of lots of drops of water.
My encouragement is the everyday progress of the children. Even today I hear the echo in my ears of that “Javier!”, shouted with lots purity, as if it was the most natural thing in the world. Martin now speaks. Martin has made it. His story is one of the many small successes that the foundation realizes every day. It is perfect example to show how we can achieve great results with constant effort and sacrifices. Start flying low to end up high. This is the philosophy of the foundation. Concepts I had the fortune of following and learning from since I was a child, during my time spent at Dock Sud (South Dock), an outskirt of Buenos Aires. I too was born in a poor family but my parents never let me miss anything. My biggest wish now is that my children from the foundation now receive the same love and affection which I had and are allowed the opportunity to chase their dreams.
Just like when it happened to me, when I was a kid chasing a ball, when everything was ready to be discovered and invented.
*****
Inter: Early Signs
My story with Inter has distant origins.
I was only a kid and for me, at the time football meant Kempes, Passarella, Fillol, Bertoni, Tarantini and Ardiles. The heroes of World Cup ’78. It's Diego Maradona, obviously, the new talent of the Argentinean football but Luis Menotti, the coach of that national side, believes Maradona is still too green to wear la camiseta albiceleste.
Football, in those times, for me identified itself especially with Independiente, the team for which my family all supported madly. A question of DNA. We lived at Dock South, one of the suburbs of Avellaneda in the province of Buenos Aires and for us, people of the docks, football was one of our only times of leisure to get away from the misery and sadness of daily life. The choice was almost forced on you, it was either being a fan of Racing or you would go crazy for Los Diabolos Rojos, the red devils of Independiente. It’s true some sided with the bigger teams from the city, Boca or River, but they were few. I fell in love with Independiente almost without noticing, almost as if I was born with those colors in my DNA. You don’t choose a team, you love it from the start, unconditionally, no ifs or buts. So before really being able to understand why, I found myself supporting Ricardo Bochini, Antonio Alzamendi and Jorge Burrucha.
I was born in the 70’s and in that decade Independiente won everything there was to win. Championships, Libertadores, Intercontinental. Yet even though the team had many trophies successively the hardcore supporters still had 2 games they couldn’t get over that were played a few years earlier, 2 games that no one could forget, for 2 consecutive times, between 1964 and 1965, Independiente managed to get to the final of the Intercontinental Cup, the trophy that assigned the title of world’s best club. Both times against Inter, La Grande Inter of Herrera, Facchetti, Corso and Mazzola. And both times it was Inter that triumphed, at the end of games that were intense and legendary (at the time the final was over 2 legs, home and away and in case of a draw it went to toss of a coin).
Even though I did not see those games, they were spoken about for many years, through the memories of dads and granddads. The blow of losing twice in a row with an Italian side and what’s more with a traveling Argentine, Helenio Herrera, it was difficult to stomach. My first encounter with was therefore pretty traumatic, the Nerazzurri at the time represented the enemy, the team which destroyed our first international dream. However the animosity and at times hate also left space for respect. Inter, after all, was the team which was capable of beating for 2 times in a row Independiente. A rare thing in those times.
For a long time Inter was only a name, kind of like a ghost, that just floated in our minds as children. At the time the TV didn’t show games from the Italian championship and so it was a game of fantasy. I knew little or nothing of Inter. I had seen a few photos here or there and I remember I was shocked thunderstruck by San Siro, a stadium so imposing to in still fear only by looking at it. To think it’s now almost another home for me.
It was only half way through the 80’s, when finally on TV they started showing a few games of the Italian championship. It was all thanks to Diego Armando Maradona and his transfer to Napoli. Thanks to El Pibe de Oro Serie A became one of the most followed championships in Argentina. Many of us went as far as dividing our loyalties between the team you have always loved and Napoli, a team already well loved, as in previous years they had already bought another great Argentine and idol of Independiente, Daniel Bertoni. Inter also had some success, seeing how Daniel Passarella, the captain of the Seleccion that was World Champion in 1978, went to play there. In this way at South Dock, home of the hardcore fans of Los Diablos Rojos, Inter became even more annoying. Passarella was the leader Argentina Mundial but was also an idol of River Plate, kind of like an Argentinean Juventus, a team that in our neck of the woods wasn’t exactly well liked. Yet, even though past encounters and the presence of Passarella, Inter made a nice impression on me straight away. I’m not saying because now I’m an Interista down to the bone. It’s a question of feeling. Listening to the old Independiente fans, Inter was the classic arrogant, presumptuous and powerful team. However I realized quickly that these were just rash judgments. Wrong judgments. I found a few affinities with the club I have always loved. The story of Inter and Independiente go hand in hand together. They are both clubs which were formed in the early 1900’s. Independiente was formed by shop assistants in Buenos Aires, angry at not being included as representative’s traders, hence why “Independiente”. Inter was formed in 1908, 3 years after Independiente, by 40 or so nonconformist members of Milan, who contested the rule of not allowing foreign players to play. It’s this spirit, somehow never broken and always historically present in the philosophy of the 2 clubs. They are 2 clubs that are aligned: strong, winners and with a pinch of craziness and unpredictability.
With the passing of time, the initial sympathy I had for the black and blue colors when I was young became more intense (but it wasn’t yet love). When football was close to becoming a fundamental part of my life not just a simple leisurely activity, at Inter a player who I still class my one and only true model arrived, Lothar Mattaues, a rock solid German, capable of changing the outcome and flow of the game at his will. A leader, someone who never gave up. Bergomi my friend said this about him “If Lothar wanted to win the game, that game we would win”. His name started circulating in Argentina back in 1986, it was him in fact who marked Maradona at the Mexico ‘86 world cup, which gave us our 2nd trophy, but it wasn’t enough to stop the class and skill del Pibe, who nonetheless was not as influential during the course of the game. Later on the confrontation with Dieguito was renewed in the Italian championship. At the end of the 80’s, when I was still a youngster dreaming of becoming a professional footballer, Matthaues and Maradona where the main representatives of Inter and Napoli, teams that were often in the hunt for the Scudetto. In my area everyone rooted for Diego, obviously. For us Argentines he is still a God to this day, never mind back then, just coming off the triumphant victory at the World championships. Me too, like everyone else was mad about Maradona and yet I could not hide my liking for Mattaues. In him I could see myself or better yet he represented the player that I wanted to be when I was older, a leader of a team
Thanks to him, in secret, I started becoming a bit Interista too.
*****
¡Viva el fútbol!
¡Genio! ¡Genio! ¡Genio! ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta… Goooooool… Gooooool… ¡Quiero llorar! ¡Dios Santo, viva el fútbol! ¡Golaaaaaaazooooooo! ¡Diegooooooool! ¡Maradona! Es para llorar, perdónenme…
Victor Hugo Morales
Buenos Aires, 22 June, 1986. The Zanetti house is in full uproar. My mother, Violeta, doesn't know how to hold off half-a-dozen pawing kids, all with the Argentine scarf around his neck. We were in front of the television lined like a football team. In back, sitting on the couch, my own mother (who despite the severity of her appearance is the most excited of all), my father Rodolfo Ignacio, who for some time has been like in a trance (he is always like that before an important match) and my brother Sergio (as the big brother he has rights to a place on the couch). In front, squatting or lying on the floor, were us young shoots, childhood friends who grew together in football and as friends: Cacho, Luis, and Zurdo (on the left), Cristian and I, dressed from head to foot in biancazzurro.
This is about to go on air on mondovisione and it is not an ordinary game. It will be talked about for days, everywhere: in the bars, in the squares, in the courtyards, at the market.
Everyone had one thing in mind: to beat the English. The rest is boring and does not count anymore. Because Argentina-England is not a simple challenge of football: it is the day of reckoning, it the rematch on the football field of the disgrace that had happened only four years before. Memories of the War of the Malvinas Islands (or of the Falkland Islands, as the English call them), with its load of dead and grotesque anachronisms, it is still very vivid to all of us. The English portray enemy, but today we can count on a stocky, curly haired general, with the number 10 on the balls.* Al Pibe de Oro [the golden boy], Diego Armando Maradona, carries all our hopes.
“¡Vamos Argentina, vamos!” is the chorus that strongly rises from every house once the referee whistles for the start. You are anxious, you scream, you cheer. It is as if at the Azteca Stadium in Mexico City there were millions of Argentines. We follow the commentary glued to the TV, the words of Hugh Victor Morales, the official announcer of the Selección, articulate all the action from the meeting. The first half ended 0-0, but the balance is broken a few minutes into the second half.
Those who say that football is nothing more than 22 athletic young men in shorts kicking a ball around probably has never seen a moments like that afternoon in June. In for minutes, from 51 to 55, Argentina was in heaven. It was our revenge; it was the catharsis of an entire country. When Diego faked the English goalkeeper Peter Shilton, a legend of "Her Majesty's Lions," touching the ball with his hand, we were freed ourselves from a nightmare. The hand of God: a terrible insult to the English, for us the cold and ruthless revenge for violation of the Malvinas. One to zero, ball in the center. No time to sit ourselves down again on the floor after the wild celebrations and the "man who thought with his feet", as defined by the writer Osvaldo Soriano, enters definitively into myth. He starts from the midfield, dribbles past the entire English defense, goes around Shilton and scores the 2-0. In my house everyone goes crazy, ecstatic. Some of the amazed, to appreciate it, need silence. And that goal of Maradona, the most beautiful goal in the history of football, deserves contemplation, as one must a piece or art or a breathtaking view. I don’t know how many times I watched that play, or even know how many times I dreamed of being a part of something similar: dodge all the players, leap the goalkeeper and put the ball into the bottom of the bag. "¿De qué planeta viniste? ¡Para dejar en el ingles fireplace so! ¡Para que sea el país a apretado Puno, integrity por Argentina! ... Argentina 2 - Inglaterra 0." What planet did you come from to stop the progression of the English? Because the country is a clenched fist shouting for Argentina: Argentina 2, England 0! The comment Morales became the soundtrack of those years.
After the dark times of the Generals, when it was complicated to even leave the house, Argentina was finding the way to a new happiness. The return to democracy with the accession of President Raul Alfonsin in 1983, had restored confidence in the country. And the football played a key role in reconstruction following the difficult years of the dictatorship. Already in 1978, during the totalitarian regime, winning the World Cup was a blessing for the whole population. I was small, but I remember that in those days everyone was happier: thanks to football you could forget for a while the many problems that strangled us. The victory in 1986 was instead a kind of regeneration, the peak of joy. Democracy had returned after three years, but it was Maradona who really cemented the country from one end to the other. Dieguito became the symbol of liveliness and refound harmony, the emblem of a nation that for years had to endure suffering and persecution, and was now able to redeem itself and recover the freedom it had lost.
The celebrations for the victory against the English lasted entire weeks. When Argentina won, the next day no one went to work. It was a national holiday: even el País [the biggest newspaper in Argentina] shut down. We Argentines are like that, we are passionate and temperamental, and we would be willing to do anything for our country. After the success against England, Buenos Aires was transformed into a mob: a river of people united for the same cause, and all thanks to a boy with black curls who had scored two of the most memorable goals in the history of football. But the best memory, the one that really made Argentina a new country was the final victory, a 3-2*against the Germany of "my" Matthaus, with a decisive goal from Jorge Burruchaga, an idol from Independiente. That evening we went to celebrate beneath the Obelisk [a monument in Buenos Aires]: all of Buenos Aires was there. Children, adults, grandparents, housewives. Millions of people in a frenzy, cars adorned with biancazzurro, T-shirts with the number 10 sprouted up like mushrooms, fireworks, carousels. It was more than just a national holiday: it was the tango of liberation, the beginning of a new era in Argentina.
For weeks radios, televisions, newspapers continued to speak only of that, as if time had stopped. The power of football. I still remember that anyone in the street was greeted by shouting "¡Campeones!"on a wave of collective enthusiasm that had infected everyone, rich and poor, workers and teachers, and port workers and laborers.
And I, at night, I dreamed. I dreamed of being Diego, of dribbling past all the opposing defense, to jump over the keeper and score, then I launch myself into unrestrained exultation and collect the embrace and the roar of the crowd. I dreamed for two years, and then my career came to a crossroads. Or rather, to a standstill. At just fifteen years old, after managing to get into the youth team for Independiente, my favorite team, I found myself walking. Cut. Turned out. Eliminated. No future for me among the stars of the Argentina Primera Division. The reason? "The guy is too skinny, too weak, too small. He has no hope of breaking into football." I stopped for a year. Without even touching the ball for fun. Even with my football friends.
*****
Building a house, constructing a future
I started playing as all children do in the house, smashing lamps and ornaments, to the despair of my mother who tried every way to stop me, without success. I was infected by my brother Sergio: he was already a small prodigy and with the ball between his feet he did wonders for one of his age. The problem is that we did not have a fixed and secure place to play. We needed to content ourselves with this and make the best of things: you either stayed home hanging around the maternal prohibitions, or you went into the street. Every place was good to draw two kicks of the ball, even if it was not the best time to hang around. With the beginning of the dictatorship in 1976, there was little to be cheerful about. I grew up in that gloomy climate, between fears and concerns. Of course I was too young to understand, but I watched the world around me, and I sensed that something was not right. It was unlikely that a mother would allow their children to go out freely. They were days of anxiety, including fear of attacks and to fail to reach the end of the month. I saw my parents scramble to provide all the basic necessities for a decent life. We were never rich, but we never missed anything. My father got up every day at five in the morning to go to work on construction sites. Profession: mason, work that probably I would have dedicated myself to if I had listened to those who had predicted for me a distant future in football. And for a brief period, I truly was a mason. When I was twelve years old I began to help my father. Little jobs: mixing the lime, lending a hand to carry bricks, making touch-ups here and there.
I liked my father's work, I especially liked the idea of doing something practical and useful. Building homes, when it is not just an affectation, also means a future for many people. The building of a house has always remained the basis of my philosophy of life: start from the bottom to make it to the top. We start from the ground, then switch to stack the bricks, putting up walls, up to the roof. It is the ideology upon which the Pupi Foundation, the Foundation which, years later, I created with my wife Paula for providing support and shelter to poor children of Lanús, one of the most miserable and tortured areas in Buenos Aires. Children are our foundation, and if you want a solid house you need to start with them.
The first lesson my father gave me. When we were schoolboys, under the dictatorship, there was not a field to play football in our area to South Dock. We arranged ourselves any way we could, but the dream was to have a space all our own in which us little ones hungry for football could give vent to our imagination. Why, then, not exploit that vacant lot near the house and build a playground with a football field. The idea came to my father and soon the project became a reality. With a lot of patience and determination, strong with his experience as a mason, papa, with the help of the other parents, realized our dream. A brand-new football fires, just two steps from home. Finally, we children had found our home of choice.
And on that pitch halfway between grass and sand it all began.
We spent most of our childhood there. Every day, all day. Infinite matches at breakneck speed. We created our first team, the line-up of the little ones of Dock Sud: The Disneyland. A name, a program. Maradona grew up with Los Cebollitas [a youth team in Argentina], the little onions, I, in the team of comic strip heroes. We Argentines have a good imagination for names. Thanks to this competition, many children stayed off the streets, and our neighborhood began to feel more united. Each game became an excuse to celebrate: the mothers came to watch, bringing alfajores, a typical Argentinian pastry, and fur us the world revolved around this field, the launch pad for our dreams.
Of that period there is one memory preserved above the others, one of the best of my life. It sounds like a story from the book Cuore [this is a famous children's book but he could also mean a genre of book that I don't know about], but it is all true. One day, just a week before the final that would have then given us victory in the league, my football shoes broke. It was not just a simple cut, or a little hole: it was truly a rip from the toe to the heel. Through the effort of kicking and clashing with other players, the shoes had become a kind of slipper with studs. It was impossible to refit them like new. Needless to say, at home we did not have the money to buy another pair. I was desperate. For me, that game, long anticipated, meant everything. But without shoes, what was I to do? I had already resigned myself to the idea of not being able to play. Nobody had a pair of shoes they could lend me, because at the time they were precious goods, and who would have the good fortune of having a pair and not be using them himself? Then, a miracle. One day I cam home and my father appeared before me with a pair of shoes in his hand. The same that had always used, but with a small but important difference, the hole was completely sewn up. He had repaired them, with needle and thread, loosing sight of some hours good for work.
The adventure with Disneyland did not last long. We were good with the ball between our feet, and so one day an official from Independiente came knocking at my door. "You want to come and play for us?" Imagine the party. I would become one of the red devils, a dream come true. For seven years I ardently defended that shirt, always giving all of myself. I played football, studied, sometimes helped my father. But everything was always done with heart. It was at that time, in 1983, that my baptism was consummated at the Doble Visera, Independiente's stadium is situated opposite to that of Racing: a divide of only a hundred meters, but to go one way or the other is to enter two different worlds. My first match was a Copa Libertadores challenge. The tie was against the Paraguayans of Olimpia. It was a beautiful match, won by us. On the field was also El Bocha, Ricardo Bochini, my absolute idol, I was filled with pride. The dream of emulating his feats lasted only for a little while. One day, despite my commitment and maximum dedication to the cause, I received one of the biggest setbacks of my career. The managers and technicians felt that in fact I was too small to continue the adventure. I was 15 years old. Broken were my dreams of glory, all hope had collapsed, I stopped playing for a year, and in that period it was as if football had ceased to exist for me. I was disappointed, saddened, almost inconsolable.
For a year I studied and worked, period. But inside me, deep down, I continued to harbor the desire to challenge on the football field, although I could not admit it. It was once again my father that got me out of trouble. On day I went with to work, During the lunch break we began to talk about this and that, like we used to. He point blank asked me: "Javi, but what do you want to be? Have you truly decided that you are finished with football? Look around at the people who say you are good, that you can do it. It has gone wrong at Independiente, but why not try somewhere else?"
The words bounced around my head for weeks. And in the end I was convinced. Buenos Aires is a huge city, there was not only Independiente. I would find another team.
*****
The Tractor
Although I was away from the football pitch for a year, I had not lost the desire to play nor I had forgotten how to do it. From the physical point of view, paradoxically, the stop had done me well. Through the efforts of working in the yard with my father I had put a little muscle, and also acquired a few centimeters in height.
In spite of the small crises and the continuous rethinking I decided to get back into the game. We must always stand up, even in the most difficult moments. It is a lesson I learned in that period, and since then I've never forgotten. My bother Sergio, who at that time was an emerging player, gave me a good opportunity to get back in the game. He played with Talleres, a small team from southern Buenos Aires, Remedios de Escalada, not far from Lanús, where Diego Armando Maradona grew up and, many years later, would become the epicenter of the Foundation Pupi.
I did not want to get in, though, as the "brother of" or on the word of someone: so when Sergio was sold to another team, I immediately caught the ball, I presented myself armed with shoes, a lot of willpower, and a stool specimen. Everything went well, I passed. Football, perhaps, I would offer a second chance.* I spent the first season in the youth sector, Fourth Division, where in practice began my career as a wild card. At Independie I had played almost always as an outside striker, a role which was married perfectly with my characteristics: I was a "leggerino" [little nimble one] and darting, I liked to dribble, to go in front of goal and make a cross.* Hand and Hand I pulled back my range of action: first midfielder, I was both central bands, then, sometimes, also in defense. The consecration of the new role came the following season, when I was promoted to first team. The year in the Nacional B, essentially the equivalent of the Italian Serie B, opened the doors of professional football to me.
My main problem, however, was that at the time, other than football, I also had to think of bringing home the bread. I always helped my family, and the fact that I started to play soccer could not "exempt" me from continuing to help out at home. So I found a new job. From mason/football player I became a working boy/football player. From four until eight in the morning I would dress in the uniform of a "milk boy:" going from house to house to bring the bottles and then, once I had finished my rounds, I went to school. And in the afternoon I trained. In the evening I shook with fatigue. A terrible life, but I did it willingly because I knew that, probably, it would be my last chance to be able to break through in football. The trains usually pass once, and if you are really lucky twice, and I already wasted my first shot.
This great sacrifice lasted only for a year while I played in youth. Once promoted to the first team, the managers told me that I could not continue that way. Either play or work. I told them immediately, however, that I needed money to help my family. They told me not to worry, and thus came the first professional contract, or almost. The first season among the greats went quite well. In all I totaled 17 appearances, highlighted by a goal, distinguishing myself among the best youngsters in the league. It was at that time that my nickname, Pupi, was born. It is all my brother's "fault," I was named during his stay at Talleres. As when I went to the club there were five Javiers, besides me, it was almost automatic to tie me to this nickname in order to distinguish me from my namesakes. There is no translation for Pupi: it is just a nickname, that can be said quickly, which is particularly useful on the field when speed is everything.
Things began to turn the right way in other areas. While playing at Talleres I became acquainted with Paula, she would become the lady love of my life. As in every fairy tale there was a happy ending, to win her I was helped by an accomplice, a common fried, Roberto, who attended the same school as she. One day he asked me to go out and have a coffee, when we left I saw her and I was thunderstruck. I began to ask my friend about her, until, after much insistence, I saw her again while she was playing basket ball, a sport that in those days Paula practiced with passion, always defending the colors of the sports club Talleres. Who knows, perhaps athletes understand each other better. Galeotta stood out with the ball at the game. After the match, helped by Robert, I took courage and, finally, I managed to meet her. From then on it was a crescendo of emotion and a succession of ambushes, any excuse was a good one to meet and talk with her. All this enthusiasm was eventually rewarded. Shortly after we began dating, I was eighteen and she fourteen, we were always together.
I had returned to being a footballer, I did not have work any more to support my family and I even found love. I had now finally left behind the darkness into which I had sunk two years ago. The experience at Talleres was one of the most important of my life: and at the dawn of twenty years, finally, for me it opened the doors of the Argentine first division. In the summer of 1993 I received various offers. Many clubs were interested in me, including Banfield, one of the teams most supported teams in the district of Lomas de Zamora, another southern area of Buenos Aires. At the moment they acquired me, something rather strange occurred: to pay the price of my card, equal to 160,000 dollars, 10 members got together. Everyone contributed a share, and so, within a few days, I found myself in the top flight of Argentina, ready to go with all my passion in true football, that for long years I could only dream of.
Of course, I would not wear the shirt of Independiente nor that of another historical club, but already wearing the shirt of the 'humble' Banfield (a team that will always have a place in my heart) was an immense joy, especially recalling the tribulations that had passed. In the wake of a renewed enthusiasm, it was easy for me to win esteem, even in a new environment. The two coaches, Oscar Lopez and Oscar Cavallero, put me on the shoulder in jersey number 4, and from that first to the last day I have never given it up. My debut among the big names of Argentina was at the Monumental, the mythical stadium of River Plate. It was the beginning of a big climb. In November 1994, Daniel Passarella, then coach of the National Assembly, included my name in the squad of the Selección for the first time. It seems like a mirage: after half a season among professionals I had the opportunity and honor to wear the Albiceleste jersey. My debut was not all bad: 3-0 against Chile in Santiago on November 16 of that year. I finished that the season with 37 appearances and a goal under my belt in the first division. The following year I continued along on the same path, or rather, in the same furrow of the previous season, seeing that for all I had by now become el Tractor, the tractor. In Argentina, almost all players have a nickname: el Cuchu, El Cholo, El Jardinero, El Pocho, El Piojo. It was Victor Hugo Morales, the legendary announcer of Maradona's feats, stuck this new nickname to me: based on my strong legs (thanks to all the training the weak boy had been considerably strengthened) and my low center of gravity, and especially for my galloping up the bands. In fact the way I play is based a little on the idea of the tractor: I may be being immodest, but it is difficult to stop or take me, which is the idea of the tractor, a characteristic the imagination of Morales jumped at.
The second season at Banfield was that of definitive consecration. I played again all year in the starting lineup while by now I was almost permanently in the rotation for the National team. That year I found myself playing together with a certain Julio Cruz, at the time a promising young striker just starting out as a professional football player. Who would have thought that, several years later, we would meet as soldiers at the same club - but across the ocean, wearing a vertically striped black and blue shirt.
*****
To Milan with l'Avioncito
One evening while we were on tour in South Africa with the Argentine National Team, Daniel Passarella knocked at my door. "Javi, Inter wants to buy you," he said in one breath, without even time to let me know if he was joking or not. "Inter? Inter Milan? The team where you played too? The team that defeated Independiente twice? The team where Matthaus played?"
Yes, precisely that. Not a lie, no one was playing a bad joke. The person who noticed me, and then reported to the company, was another ex great of the Glorious Argentina: Antonio Valentin Angelillo, striker for Inter at the turn of the fifties and sixties who is still renowned for his goalscoring record (33) in one Serie A season. He saw me play at Banfield; I knew that Inter was "hunting" in Argentina, but at the time had turned to the names of more talented players, like Daniel Ortega and Sebastián Rambert, so when Passarella gave me the announcement, it came out of nowhere. I immediately called my agent. It was all true, Inter wanted me. All that was left was my signature and the road to to Italy was opened.
Then the torture began. On the one hand was the happiness to be so close to one of the most prestigious clubs in the world, on the other, the fear of leaving my home, my family and especially Paula. She was still very young, still in school, and certainly would not have followed me to Italy, at least not immediately. They were difficult days for me, but I was well aware that a similar offer, perhaps, would not come again. So I took the ball and leapt, forcefully chasing my destiny.
Luckily I had two months to prepare, and I would not be alone on my new adventure: with me Inter also acquired Sebastian Rambert, called l'Avioncito, the airplane, because of his way of celebrating after a goal, already my teammate in the national team. That said, however, we must dispel a myth. It is often said that I arrived at Inter as a "two-for-one" in sale of Rambert. Things did not happen that way. First, Sebastian did not play on my team, Banfield, but for Independiente (lucky him). Secondly, Inter did not buy us as a couple, but at different times. He came after me. This may seem like a trivial thing, but for me it is very important. I was in fact the very first purchase of Massimo Moratti, who had recently become the president of Inter, in February 1995. Many critics and fans, when they heard my name twisted their nose. "What? Moratti wants Inter to return to the glories of the past and he appears with Zanetti?" They did not have many strengths: after all, I was a little-known player, one that, as they say in Milan, still had many michette [a local bread roll] to eat before becoming a player at the highest level. Moratti, however, strongly wanted me, and although I was not a tightrope walker nor was my name exotic enough to stir the imagination of fans.
During that acquisitions campaign, Inter bet on promising young players and players of proven reliability. Besides Rambert and I, Roberto Carlos, also known at the time, and Paul Ince, one of the strongest centerfielders in Europe, arrived at the nerazzurra house. That created a difficult situation, since at the time, the Bosman Law was not yet in place, and virtually every team could field a maximum of three foreigners. And we were four. For this, at the start, one would have thought that I would be lent to some other team to "make my bones," as they say. Of the rest, my name was the least high-sounding. Rambert had been much promoted in papers and on television they continued to show his famous goal in the Argentine championship; Roberto Carlos, although little known to the general public, was one of the most promising youngsters in the world of football (and he would keep those promises in the future, oh yes); Ince was known by all for his time at Manchester United. And Zanetti? A complete unknown. Despite everything, though, I remained. And I played. The company immediately said flatly that it had no intention to "turn" my card to another team. They believed in me and my potential. Maradona also came to my aid when in an interview he declared that "the best purchase Inter made was buying Zanetti." And then I began to really believe it myself.
Accustomed to the chaos of the immense Buenos Aires, the impact of Milan was not so traumatic. Maybe because we Argentines were all half Italian, and then even thousands of miles away from our homeland we felt at home. My great-grandparents were from Friuli, specifically from Sacile in province of Pordenone. I discovered it a few years ago, after months of research. I am proud of my Italian roots, and especially Friuli. I think I have many things in common with the Friulani: a strong temperament, reliability, moderation; qualities that I have always sought to also bring to the playing field.
Therefore, perhaps because of my origins, I was immediately well in Italy. Although I was alone, although my family and Paula were still in Argentina, I did not feel too great a detachment from my homeland. It is a matter of culture and mentality. Italy and Argentina are two very similar places, and for that probably we "oriundi" acclimatize so well and with ease into the football of the Serie A. The only major difference between the two countries is on temperament. We Argentinians are composed, calm; in short, we enjoy each other a little more; but in Italy everyone is always in a hurry. Meet for coffee in Buenos Aires, it means being together for half an hour to chat about this and that, in Milan, however, everything is resolved in five minutes, and then goodbye, everyone returns to busying themselves with their own commitments.
But the beginning of my Italian adventure the most complicated thing, even more than the lightening-fast cafes and the new language (also if Italian and Spanish are sister languages, a hint is enough to understand), was plumbing the mentality of football, or rather adapting to everything that revolves around football. Not that in Argentina we were not pressed by the press and fans, but at Banfield I was used to simply some reporter with notebook at the end of matches, a few autographs and routine photos and little more. The day of my official presentation at Inter, June 5, 1995, at Terrazza Martini, instead I found a crowd of photographers, cameramen, journalists (with a notebook, microphone and tape recorder, but only because at the time, cell phones were not so common), parading Inter fans chanted my name. Not even the rain could stop their passion. For me and Rampert, my companion that almost summer afternoon, it was the first taste of the reality that awaited us. And the first real encounter with Inter, the most beautiful and craziest creature in Italian football.
*****
Giacinto
The fans of these colors will tell you it is not enough to play for many years in a team. It is not enough to kiss the jersey after a goal, not enough to say things in order to send the fans over the moon. The fans, above all in Italy (but also in all the other Latin Countries), it is a question that borders on philosophy. Often, to use a definition that has been a bit abused, it is said that being a fan is a faith. I think that it is more of a style of living, a way to be. For this, I fell instantly in love with Inter; because in this way it was like me and it is like me, because in this club there are values and ideas that do not exist elsewhere.
Inter is different. It is not rhetoric. Inter always goes against the current, never involving itself in subtle power games. Inter is transparent, because what happens here is on the up and up and does not need screens or guards, since there is nothing to hide. I understood from the first day I set foot in Appiano Gentile. And I realized thanks to an enlightened teacher: Giacinto Facchetti, the captain of captains, the example, the symbol, the entire par excellence.
Having him as a mentor, guide and friend was a blessing for me. He taught me what it means to wear the Inter jersey, and that to be an Interista is something that goes beyond being simply a fan; he taught me that in football yes, results count, but there are more important values: loyalty, fair play, honesty, respect towards supporters and opponents. Essential qualities for an Inter player, and that Giacinto, every day, tried to convey to us, even in times when everything seemed to turn against us and in which the goddess Eupalla seemed to have hatched a conspiracy against the Nerazzurri. [Eupalla is the goddess of calcio, invented by the journalist Gianni Brera]
"Sweet, smart, courageous, reserved, far from vulgar reaction. Thanks again for having honored Inter, and with her all of us." So, with these moving and sincere words, Massimo Moratti recalled him after his death. It was a sad day, that bloody September 4, 2006. It was the day when Inter lost its flag-bearer, its spiritual leader. And when all football, not just the Italian, lost a man who was not only a giant on the field, but also in everyday life.
The values, the passion, the dedication that for many years he put to the service of the nerazzurra cause, however, has remained intact. And even today, for all of us Interisti, Giacinto is a constant presence though no longer with us physically. It is no coincidence that after every victory the first dedication is always for him. It is no coincidence that towards him, still, reins an almost sacred respect. It is no coincidence that he has always been considered the model and an example to follow. Because Giacinto has been and always will be the image of Inter.
Giacinto was a "hombre vertical", as we say in Argentina, a gentle giant who commanded respect. One who did not waste his breath with the words, because he did not take much to make himself understood, and he did not like the spotlight. A brave man, a champion of honesty and clarity. One that never had to lower his head in front of the powerful, to him it is sufficient to be respectful of the rules, it is the the same as what he learned at oratory as a child. He had a diary, and on the first page he wrote a sentence from Tolstoy: "The more we believe our existence depends solely on our actions, the more this becomes possible.
I am proud and take pride in wearing the captain's armband of Inter, especially knowing that the armband was worn for years by a person like Giacinto. The greatest satisfaction is to be considered his heir. There is no higher compliment that can be made to me. Being Facchetti's heir does not only mean asserting oneself in the field, it means leaving a mark outside as well, showing that the career of a player is not only measured by cups and championships, but above all fairness, courage, charisma.
A strong relationship was established between us immediately. We understood each other on the fly, without much explanation. He often told me of the epic challenges between Inter and Independiente in the sixties. He had lived on the pitch, a protagonist. "What battles, especially in Argentina," he said remembering the boiling climate at the Doble Visera. Those were years when the cameras had not yet monopolized the pitch, when almost everything was "permissible" in order to stop opponents. And, at the time, the Argentinian players were famous for being a bit rough, so to speak. The fans were no better: oranges on the field, insults, threats,. In the wake of those memorable stories of triumph, I began to understand the true Inter, particularly what it meant to be an Interisti. The badge, the history, the pride, but especially feelings, love and passion.
For years Giacinto was an essential support for all Inter players. He had a good word for everyone, he always knew how to resolve difficult situations and the right buttons to push to spur one on to give more. He always took up the side of the players, he helped us in every circumstance: he taught us to not give up in difficult times and , I help us in every circumstance has taught us not to give up in difficult times, and not get big-headed when things went well.
The news of his illness was a blow, a bolt from the blue. It came just when Inter was recovering all that, in the years before, had been removed. It was in full "Calciocas", and finally justice would give us reason. But Giacinto it was not a question of revenge. Was the simply respect for the rules. He lived his last months with the usual great dignity, asking only to be left in peace, that the news of his illness not be heralded by newspapers and television. I visited him in the hospital many times, hoping until the end for a miracle. Everyone, from the players to the warehouse workers gathered around him. At that time, our only thought was to do something for Giacinto. The occasion arrived on the 27th of August, 2006, the Italian Super Cup against Rome. The disease had consumed him by now, but until the end he was seized with the events of his Inter. The day before the match I went to see him at the hospital and I made him a promise: "Giacinto, I swear that I will return here tomorrow with the cup." I kept my word. This challenge with Rome was not simply just a game of football; something miraculous occurred during those 120 minutes of play. We went down 3-0, and then in the second half, everything changed. We transformed ourselves, we became a true team, and we fought for every ball. Two times Vieira and Crespo brought us to 3-3, and then an additional from Figo sealed it up and gave us the cup. I cannot say what strange mechanism took over us all after that terrible first half: I only know that each of us on the pitch that evening played not only to win the cup, but to bring that cup to Giacinto.
The next day I went to the hospital with the trophy. "It's for you" I said. He smiled with the little strength that remained to him. That smile has kept me going, unforgettable. It still lights me up and stays with me, always and wherever.
*****
Flight to victory: the first years in black and blue
Ever since I was a child, before the games, I always tell myself a slogan that I need to keep high concentration. My father invented it and it still spurs me today. “Ponga huevos, hombre, que hoy tienes que ganar.” In Italian it is something like this: “Put in your attributes, boy, now you have to win!” It is a rule that holds true for any footballer. When leaving for the field, they must always give their best for their team, but never forget that, first of all, the respect for the rules and the opponents.
That is what I tried to do when I arrived at Inter. I couldn’t immediately adapt to the new football mentality, new patterns of training and new schemes. However, my first Italian coach, Ottavio Bianchi, immediately have all the confidence to me. Despite four strong foreigners he was pointing at me, and so, on August 27 1995, I debuted in an Inter shirt in an official match. The opponent was Vicenza and it took place at the legendary Giuseppe Meazza in San Siro, a stadium, until then I had only seen on television. There is always an extraordinary emotion playing on that field: it is true that footballers cannot be defined by it if, at least one time, they haven’t set foot on that green grass. The debut went well: 1-0 with the goal by Roberto Carlos, who was also in his debut just like me. It seemed like the beginning of a promising season, but instead things gradually, little by little, went downhill. My compatriot Rambert, who arrived with so much expectations, failed to withstand the pressure and after a couple of months left Milan. For a striker, it is always difficult to establish himself in Serie A, especially if he is very young. Among other things, Avioncito had several physical problems that certainly shaped him a lot. For me, his farewell was a hard blow as we had a couple of similarities: both Argentinians, and both were called to immerse ourselves in a hard football environment. Now Sebastian is now the past and on the other side of the fence: after hanging up his boots he became a coach. He was also the assistant of Ramón Diaz, another former Inter great, on the bench of América, in Mexico. Before Rambert left, Ottavio Bianchi, our coach, was sacked in late September after some disappointing results. In his place, after a brief spell with Luis Suárez on the bench, was the Englishman Roy Hodgson. I had to start over. With Hodgson, everything changed from the type of training to the module of play, but the new coach also demonstrated from the beginning that he believed in me. And with him I began my long and joyous career: with Bianchi, I played as a right-back in a 5-3-2, with Hodgson I was a right midfielder of a diamond formation, pretty much he same role that I played in recent seasons. With him on the bench I also scored my first goal at Inter, against Cremonese at the San Siro on December 3 1995. A goal, among other things, was aesthetically valuable and that I always remember with great pleasure (I’m not a striker and those few goals that I’ve scored are like children to me). “La Gazzetta dello Sport”, the day after, rewarded me an 8 in rating. And so my name finally became popular or better, to start out from anonymity.
The environment, for me, got better with every passing month, and even with the fans of Inter, things started to go for the best. I was never a leading man (for the strikers and in the imagination of people, there are always goals and assists), but slowly I think I had won the hearts of the people of Inter thanks to my determination, abnegation and steadfastness. And, why not, thanks to my dribbling down on my right wing. A very beautiful moment in my honor was when the Curva Nord guys invented a chorus that is still true today: “Tra i nerazzurri c’è / un giocatore che / dribbla come Pelé / daì Zanetti alè!” (“Among the nerazzurri there’s / a player that / dribbles like Pelé / go Zanetti” ) Perhaps the comparison with Pelé is a bit excessive (to any Argentinian, Maradona is always a cut above any Brazilian), but I must admit that that chorus is in my heart and that whenever the Curva Nord sings it, it makes me shiver.
If from a personal point of view, the first year as an Interista wasn’t bad at all. But in terms of a group, however, things did not go very well. We were in the seventh place in the standings, a very disappointing result for a team that, historically, always aims to win the Scudetto. However, that was the first year at the helm of Inter for Moratti, and we all knew that the president was planning to build a great team which capable to fight on all fronts.
Just one year later, things went much better. The team was reinforced and stayed long at the top in the league even if the tittle did not come. In Europe, however, we took off a lot of satisfaction. With Hodgson, a coach whom I admire very much in spite of false rumors that have long linked him as my personal “enemy”, we played good football with his modern and innovative training. In fact, we got to the double challenge in the UEFA Cup final against the Germans of Schalke 04, a game that remains one of my biggest regrets. Losing 1-0 in Germany, but we won by the same score at the San Siro. There were many shots in the two extra periods but the result stayed the same so came the penalty kicks which concluded with the triumph of the Germans, an ice shower in front of our fans. In addition to the damage of losing, from me, arrived an outburst. That was, and I apologize if I seemed arrogant, the only game that really gave the outbursts, the only game in which my behavior was a bit over the top. There were only a few minutes left in extra time, penalty kicks were coming in just a few seconds. The ball left and the referee ordered a substitution: and on the slate of the linesman, the number 4 appeared. At that point, I couldn’t stop the anger. Left, infuriated, and I bickered heavily with Roy Hodgson. An argument that links to the “history” that many saw as the tip of the iceberg of a trouble relationship. Far from it. I was just tired with high adrenaline and at a young age (consequently with the lack of experience), I did not understand that the coach decided to replace only to put in Nicola Berti (better at penalty kick), because he saw that shooting from 11 meters was imminent. Eventually, in the dressing room, I apologized and everything was resolved with a simple handshake given between us like civilized people.
The loss in the final, however, was a bitter pill to swallow. The dreams of glory on the European stage at Inter had vanished just at the climax from 11 meters away from goal. That final made us more convinced and it helped us to understand that Inter, in later years, can have its say in both Italy and Europe. And Moratti, the following summer, spared no expense, bringing to Milan who at the time was considered the strongest player in the world: Ronaldo.
My third season at Inter started with great expectations. With Ronaldo's arrival, then at the beginning of his short and unfortunate career, the media and fans' attention was focused on us. And after the hard defeat in the double-game final of UEFA Cup against Schalke 04, I was also thinking that this would be the season of the great rebirth of the black and blue. Moratti's dream to bring Inter back on top of Italian and European football was still intact. Our president, despite so many bitter hits, has never lacked enthusiasm and passion for these colors; and his love, in the end, has been rewarded.
In addition to Ronnie, other great players arrived at the dawn of this season: El Cholo Simeone, El Chino Recoba, Zé Elias, Taribo West, Ciccio Colonnese, Francesco Moriero. The South American colony was getting bigger: the year before, together with Frenchman Yuri Djorkaeff, Ivan Zamorano signed with Inter, he was destined to become one of my dearest friends. At Inter, as I said, I've had the confirmation that it was important to have South American players from different countries, that were in conflict with each other. With Ivàn, a Chilean from Santiago, it was friendship at first sight. Back then, and I'm talking 1996, Inter had not yet had a Spanish speaking nucleus as it has became over the years so it was first for a linguistics reason (beware, between Argentinian, Chilean, Colombian and Uruguayan language, there are many differences) that we started hanging out outside of the football field. I was trying to un-stabilize him despite the fact that I was 6 years younger, to help him adjust to his new football reality. We're very similar even though our looks might say the opposite . We believe in the same principles. Ivàn was a fighter on the field, one that never gave up, a warrior (it didn't become his nickname by chance). But he put the same energy he had on the field at disposal of many humanitarian causes. He's a UNICEF ambassador and now, in Chile, he opened a football school to help children in need.
This season, the coach changed as well: Roy Hodgson resigned after our loss to Schalke 04 (but let me repeat that our fight had nothing to do with his decision: we always agreed) and to replace him was Gigi Simoni. A lot of reporters, at first, held reserves towards his abilities as a coach. Until coming at Inter he had only coached second plan teams and now he was the chief of a great club. Gigi has immediately destroyed all concerns making himself likeable through his strategical skills but above all, through his sensitivity and way to deal with things. His greatest achievement was that he built a solid and harmonious group, a really special team in and out of the field. With him, I changed role again: from right back, I started playing on the left side, one of many changes that made me as complete as I am today and allows me to help in any area of the field . I only have to be a goalkeeper once and then I'd have played everywhere.
Ronaldo was our diamond striker. I've never seen a player that great: perhaps only Leo Messi has reached that level. In the team though no one was ever envious of Ronnie. His strength, his class, his quickness were in front of everyone's eyes: he was the added value to the group, the man that could've made us win, finally.
Of this championship, however, remains still today a bitter trace in my mind. I'm convinced that we deserved this title but some strange, very strange, too strange things happened. It's only after a few years, with the Calciopoli revolution, that we realized all our efforts were vain. Too many mistakes against us, too many in favor of Juventus that was a strong team that didn't need this kind of help to try and win the championship. What happened this season, everyone remembers it. The epilogue was the penalty kick not given to Ronaldo in the now famous foul committed by Iuliano, against this Juventus, during the game that could've cleared our way to the title. However, in addition to our opponents on the field, we had to fight external agents: at that time, it was only suspicions, simple "psychological subjection"; then, in the hot summer of 2006, everything was revealed. Finally.
Between two suspicions, we ranked second in that championship. A deceiving result because that Inter had everything it needed to win the title and so it had demonstrated all season long. Fortunately, the bitterness of the championship has been reduced by the sweet taste of my first great victory in black and blue. One of my most beautiful memories: in fact, my most beautiful memory with the team. If one's first love is never forgotten, the same goes for the first trophy. I always keep in my heart the night of 6 May 1998, Parc des Princes stadium in Paris, UEFA Cup final against Lazio. A success would have repaid us from the previous year loss but mostly from the championship's frustrations. We arrived at the rendez-vous with the right dose of energy and determination, wanting to show the world that this Inter had nothing to envy to Juventus that, only a couple days before, had won the championship that I still believe had been unfairly stolen from us.
Before the game, Simoni had motivated us 100%. Ending a season of this kind without having a trophy to lift would be the top of malasuerte (bad luck). This is how all of our rage, our willingness to win, to bring back Inter at the top, came out on the field. During this game, everything worked out wonderful, from the first to the last minute. I think it was the perfect game, the anthem to team playing. And it wasn't easy because in front of us there was a valuable opponent as Lazio, for which was still playing Roberto Mancini: a few years later he would become my coach and we would have celebrated, finally, winning the Italian championship.
There was such an expectation around that final. Thousands of Inter fans arrived in Paris to support us, to take back, at least part of, what had been stolen from us during the season. A wonderful atmosphere with the two Serie A fans twinned. My father was also attending, surrounded by family and friends. For me, it was another motivation. And indeed, things started immediately well. After a few minutes, we were already ahead: goal scored by Ivàn Zamorano, the same old cobra in the penalty area. 1-0 at half time. After the break arrived the safety goal, 2-0. I was the one who scored, one of my rare appearance on the scorers table. Zamorano at the 60th minute passed with the head towards the 16m line and I arrived running and kicked the ball with the outside of my right foot, sending it right between the post and the bar where Marcheggiani couldn't get. When I saw it in the net I burst into joy, starting to run nowhere with all my teammates trying to catch me. In the stands, my father was submerged by our friends, everyone celebrating him as he had been the one scoring that goal. I think that it was (for now) the most important goal of my career. It was the goal that made us safe from any willingness from Lazio to draw, the goal that has matado (killed) the game. And to confirm the success, a third goal scored by Ronaldo as well: triple dribble in front of Marcheggiani and ball into the net.
This game was our ransom after a year of disappointments. It seemed that it was the beginning of the black and blue rebirth, the start of a new, great Inter.
Instead, it has been the beginning of an always rising street. The better, euphemism, was yet to come.